By Dr. Tan Kheng Khoo


The seeker who dares to awaken the kundalini power
without the grace and guidance of a guru might become insane, succumb to
diseases, or even die. This is because he does not possess the necessary
knowledge, steadiness of mind, or patience required for this difficult
undertaking.
Swami Kripalvananda

Introduction
I
have been teaching Buddhist meditation for about 23 years. Being a
doctor who is interested in psychiatry, I have always wondered whether
prolonged and excessive meditation could produce mental imbalance. In
these 23 years of running two courses per year, in every course the
question of “zou hou ru mo”,走火入魔,
inevitably turns up. It means “fire wild, devils enter”. In other words,
“does one go mad with meditation?” In my 23 years of teaching,
I have not encountered a single case
of psychosis
arising from my method of meditation
practice amongst my students.
However, about 20
years ago a monk came to me complaining to me about a student in a
meditation retreat he just organized. This is a ten-day retreat
conducted by a few Burmese monks. The retreat consists of sitting and
walking meditation for about 16 hours per day. After 3-4 days, a 25
year-old student started to pick up his food from the air. Not being in
direct contact with the student, I am unable to determine whether the
student had a meditation psychosis or was he a schizophrenic to begin
with and the retreat brought on the symptoms. This is not an uncommon
outcome if the organization does not screen the students for mental
disorders.
About ten years ago, a middle-aged man
stood up at question time and proudly announced that he has just
completed a ten-day retreat with a group of monks. With great pride, he
told the crowd of five hundred people that he had resigned from his job
after the retreat. Then I asked how was he going to feed his family.
Happily he retorted that because of this inability to feed them, his
wife had divorced him and took his children away from him. From the way
he spoke, I gathered that he was not in touch with reality, and he
seemed quite pleased with himself. Retreats are intensive and with lay
people the practice is excessive.
About eight years ago a man of 39 years old approached me for healing.
He attended a course of kundalini meditation in Vancouver. The teacher
was a Hong Kong Chinese who obviously knew very little of kundalini.
This man found that his kundalini was stuck at the chest, the 4th
chakra. I was able to bring the blockage down only to his 2nd
chakra and no lower but he felt better. He then went to England to take
up law studies. He is a very intelligent man, but the studies in
UK were too stressful and this brought on his 4th chakra
blockage again. He came to me a year ago with much worse symptoms of
shaking all over the body and convulsing while I heal him. He has now
suffered for 15 years after being taught to raise his kundalini wrongly.
Another middle-aged woman came to me
with a stuck kundalini at the chest. Another teacher, who knew very
little about kundalini, also wrongly taught her. Again I tried to bring
down the blockage. But I was only partially successful. This lady also
took the trouble of attending my course in meditation. She left me
feeling better, but not totally cured. However she has now maintained a
steady meditation practice and is leading a comfortable life.
There have also been many lay people who
had the inclination to go to the jungle monasteries in Thailand to
practice for a period of two weeks to a few months. Normally it is for a
few months. In this context they practice as monks or nuns, keeping to
the rules of the Theravada Buddhism. This includes not eating after
midday and keeping to the 5 or 10 precepts. These novices are often
ardent and they tend to overdo their meditation practice. Consequently,
some of them suffer from visual and auditory hallucinations with intense
fear. Shaking, convulsion and feinting
do also occur. All these side effects of excessive and ill-guided
meditations will disappear when they stop meditating, especially when
they return to their homeland.
Now with the knowledge of all these
cases and my commitment to teaching meditation, it behooves me to do
some research on kundalini and qigong psychosis.
Kundalini
Kundalini is
interpreted as a three and half times coiled serpent sleeping at the
base of the spine. It signifies creative potential energy, which when
awakened will move up along the spine upbraiding and purifying the 6
chakras on the way up to the crown chakra. It is the working of the
energy of the glandular system combined with the nervous system to awake
the brain towards total clarity. Some people interpret the culmination
of this yoga of awareness as enlightenment. This kundalini needs the
concentrated life force or prana to activate it. Prana is equivalent to
Qi or Holy Spirit. Prana is the universal life force.
In order to awaken the serpent,
prolonged internal meditation is required to release the vast mass of
energy stored up in it. Other methods will be mentioned later. The
aroused kundalini will then travel up the sushumna as well as the
smaller channels, ida and pingala (see Fig. below). No matter how the
kundalini is aroused, either a lot or a little, it can bring out
abnormal reactions in the body and mind. In order for the full awakening
to be achieved the aspirant must be guided by an accomplished teacher,
who himself has succeeded in total awakening. On the way up, the
purification of the chakras can cause much bizarre physical symptoms,
some of which are distressing to the yogi. During this sojourn all the
nadis (subtle nerves) around and along the chakras and nervous plexuses
are opened up. In order to understand kundalini more clearly, we must go
into the concept of kundalini yoga and bring in the terms Shiva and
Shakti.
Shiva and Shakti
The word kundala means coiled.
The root shak means to have power. Kundalini then signifies a
serpent with coiled-up power resting at the base of the spine. Tantric
yoga posits that the entire universe is a manifestation of pure
consciousness. This pure consciousness divides into two poles, neither
of which can exist without the other. One aspect is shiva,
identified as unmanifest consciousness, which is masculine and static.
It is a state of formless being-consciousness-bliss (sat-chit-ananda).
It is aloof and not interested in the affairs of the world. It cannot
‘become’ or change. One can reach this shiva consciousness only through
deep meditation. Out of this void everything in the world may arise.
The other polarity is shakti,
which is dynamic, creative and energetic. This mother of the universe
gives birth to all things in the universe---matter, life and mind.
These two polarities are united, but in
the manifest universe maya causes an illusion of separation.
Shakti is a projection of shiva, but maya veils the latter. This
illusion is a process of involution, consciousness folding over
itself. After many eons, the shakti will draw up all forms, when the
universe is dissolved. This is evolution, when consciousness is
no more interested with its manifestations. Energy always exists in two
forms as 1) dynamic and 2) potential power at rest. In the universe
manifestation a small part of shakti is involved in its manifestation,
but the greater part remains dormant. The dynamic part is shakti in
specific differentiated form, whilst the primal power remains as the
coiled-up kundalini at the base of the spine. Shiva resides at the crown
chakra. Ordinarily, only small amounts of the shakti energy is used for
the normal functioning of the chakras and nadis for daily purposes. This
latent power of the shakti can be conceived as the unlimited power of
the unconscious. This latent force can be transformed to be an active
one through appropriate means. Many methods have been described. This
transformation is called the awakening of the kundalini.
The coiled serpent of shakti has to be
awakened and carefully guided up the nadis of ida and pingala but mainly
along the central shusumna. The snake then has to climb up to the crown
chakra by going through the ascending six chakras (see Fig): (1)
Muladhara at the coccyx, (2) Svadhisthana at the sacral plexus, (3)
Manipura at the solar plexus, (4) Anahata at the cardiac plexus, (5)
Vishuddha at the thoraxic plexus and (6) Ajna at the pituitary. The 7th
is the crown chakra, which corresponds to the pineal gland. The
awakening and the purification process of churning through the chakras
are always attended with varying degrees of physical and psychological
signs and symptoms. The peak experience, bliss and widening of
consciousness may accompany the physical symptoms of heat, vibrations
and even convulsions. All these are due to the release of powerful
energy from the shakti kundalini. Union with God in Western Mysticism is
equivalent to this tantric yoga (yoking union) of uniting of the
kundalini shakti with shiva (pure consciousness). With this union the
aspirant becomes fully conscious and awakened. Sir John Woodroffe says:
When Kundalini Shakti sleeps in the
Muladhara, man is awake to the world; when she awakes to unite, and does
unite, with the supreme static Consciousness, which is Shiva, then
consciousness is asleep to the world and is one with the Light of all
things.
When the serpent is asleep, the man is
awake to the world. When the awakened shakti has united with shiva, man
is asleep to the world, but fully awake to the transcendent realm where
no objects or forms are visualized. The universe is dissolved in the
yogi, whilst he is in this pure consciousness of no form, no thought and
no emotion. The body has still enough energy to function and to carry on
with the ordinary duties of man, but his mind is with the Gods. Not all
yogins can arrive at this final goal. Partial awakening is much more
common, and partial awakening normally will generate lots of symptoms.
How to awaken the Kundalini?
The Preparation
The preliminary preparation of
withdrawal of worldly pursuits and purification of self are necessary
because the flood of shakti energy may disturb, confuse and disorient
the student. This preparation also includes physical and mental
celibacy. The Hindus and the Taoists share this same view that the vital
force of the semen must be retain and sent upwards towards the crown.
The physical union between the male
and female is forsaken and instead the internal union of the male (shiva)
and female (shakti) takes place. Otherwise the outburst of energy can be
of danger to the student. This sudden and massive release of awareness
and energy can unbalance the student psychologically.
Methodology of awakening the kundalini
Although tantric yoga taught by an
awakened teacher is the most potent and trust-worthy method, many other
spiritual practices (sadhanas) may also partially awaken the
serpent. The usual practices in India are firstly to withdraw from the
external world and to purify oneself with pure thoughts, diet and proper
exercises. Then he may indulge in one of the five
forms
of yogas: (1) hatha, (2) bhakti, (3)
karma, (4) nana and (5) raja. Kundalini may
be partially awakened even if all these methods are improperly or
incompletely done and also because of
past life practices. To an
uninitiated student, the symptoms may frighten him. His practice will
come to an abrupt stop, but with an experienced teacher or guru, the
latter will guide him along gradually. The student must not force the
issue or over do the practice.
Tantra Yoga
This yoga is par excellence in raising
the kundalini. It centers on worshiping the Shakti, the mother of the
universe. Tantric yoga does not mean sexual relationships only. In
some forms of tantra a male-female relationship may be involved, but the
genuine participants take it up to the realm of energy and consciousness
and do not remain in the physical realm. They are now embodiments of
shiva and shakti and are not physical bodies. In a purer form of tantra,
Shakti is worshiped through meditation and mantra so that he is in
direct relationship with the shiva and shakti within himself, and he
unites them within himself. The practice is of course much more
elaborate than what is described here and is totally guided by the guru.
Under the guidance of a guru
Without proper guidance by a guru, the
partial awakening is not repeatable at will, although blissful
experience of ecstasy and illumination may be encountered. However with
the tutelage of an experienced guru, kundalini yoga may be guided to
initiate the arising of the serpent. The supervision must be close and
gradual. The mind must be purified first. What is a pure mind? A pure
mind has no personal desires nor has it an inkling of revenge. It does
not take advantage of the weakness or need of another person. A pure
mind does not exploit the emotional dependence of another person. A pure
mind does not result from simply being a vegetarian.
When the student is ready, he is given a
‘seed’ mantra to concentrate on. This initiation is practiced conjointly
with spiritual and physical exercises together with mental disciplines
to prepare the student. Then more difficult forms of meditation are
taught in order for the student to be sensitive to the force within, and
be ready to channel up the force when it arises. All this falls within a
systematic scheme of things.
Shaktipat Diksha
Then in further progression a higher
initiation called shaktipat diksha is given. This involves the guru to
transmit energy directly to the initiate to remove the final obstacles
so that the serpent can be awakened for its upward journey. This can be
done through a touch, a glance or a thought. Thence the guru’s power can
be transmitted to the student immediately. Temporarily, the student may
be transported to a higher divine consciousness, which may last for an
hour or a few days. After this the serpent returns to its abode at the
base of the spine. He is now transformed because he has experienced
directly the awakened state, although he did not achieve it through his
own effort. Some of his creativity has been kindled, and spiritually,
morally and intellectually he has been elevated. However, now he has to
practice himself and intensify his efforts for many more years so that
the serpent may repeated be awakened and guided correctly up the spine.
Special cases of kundalini arousal:
Swami Muktananda (died in 1983)
described the usual heaviness
of the head, sensations of heat and pain at the base of his spine. He
had involuntary movements due to energy flows through the body and
unusual breathing patterns. There were inner lights and sounds, visions
and voices. Then the most unusual experience is this repeated sexual
excitement that he described with great agony: “Every day brought new
kriyas and new experiences. One day, my body and senses became
possessed by sexual desire….I was meditating in my hut at Suki, and in
meditation I was seeing the red light. I was happy. Then, in the middle
of my meditation, came a kriya that was utterly humiliating…All
the love and intoxication I had felt in meditation left me… Instead, in
their place came a powerful sexual desire… I could think of nothing but
sex! My whole body boiled with lust, and I cannot describe the agony in
my sexual organ. Whether my eyes are open or shut, a beautiful woman
would appear to entice me. The naked woman pursued me, finally standing
in front of me. She began to torture me excruciatingly with only one
apparent objective: she wanted no other sacrifice save my sacred vow of
celibacy.” He traveled to Ghrishneshvara to a sadhana hut in Nagad. In
this hut while doing his sadhana, he was asked to read a book in the
cupboard. This book explained that this sexual desire is due to the
piercing of the 2nd (Svadhisthana) chakra. This process is
the turning of the flow of the seminal fluid upwards towards shiva. The
naked, beautiful damsel was actually the Goddess Kundalini! After
reading the book his progress was without obstacle.
Gopi Krishna (1903-1984)
Gopi Krishna was born in Kashmir and
later lived in Punjab. He was an Indian householder, who after 17 years
of unsupervised meditation, at 34 years old experienced the awakening of
kundalini during his morning meditation. He was doing fine in an
exercise of concentration on a lotus. In his own words: “I suddenly felt
a strange sensation below the base of the spine, at the place touching
the seat, while I sat cross-legged on a folded blanket spread on the
floor. The sensation was so extraordinary and so pleasing that my
attention was forcibly drawn towards it. The moment my attention was
thus unexpectedly withdrawn from the point on which it was focused, the
sensation ceased. Thinking that it was a trick played by my imagination,
I fixed my attention on the lotus at the top of head, again the
sensation occurred. This time the sensation went upwards and was so
intense and extraordinary… My mind went towards it, and at that very
moment it again disappeared.” The sensation came and went, until with a
‘roar like a waterfall’, he became ‘all consciousness’ and ‘immersed in
a sea of light.’ “ The days that followed had all the appearance of a
prolonged nightmare…. The keen desire to meditate, which had always been
present during the preceding days, disappeared suddenly and was replaced
by a feeling of horror of the supernatural…. I could not bear to have a
light in my room after I retired to bed. The moment my head touched the
pillow a large tongue of flame sped across the spine into the interior
of my head. It appeared as if a stream of living light continuously
rushing through the spinal cord into the cranium gathered speed and
volume during the hours of darkness. Whenever I closed my eyes I found
myself looking into a weird circle of light, in which luminous currents
swirled and eddied, moving rapidly side to side.”
“The heat grew every moment, causing
such unbearable pain that I writhed and twisted from side to side while
streams of cold perspiration poured down my face and limbs. But still
the heat increased and soon it seemed as if innumerable red-hot pins
were coursing through my body, scorching and blistering the organs and
tissues like flying sparks. Suffering the most excruciating torture, I
clenched my hands and bit my lips to stop myself from leaping out of bed
and crying at the top of my voice. Flesh and blood could not stand such
strain. There was dreadful disturbance in all the organs, each so
alarming and painful that I wonder how I managed to retain my
self-possession under the onslaught. The whole delicate system was
burning, withering away completely under the fiery blast racing through
its interior.
He could not eat. Neither could he
sleep. He felt like dying. The heat was awful, scorching his throat,
which was parched. When he got out of bed, he was unsteady on his feet,
trembling. He was also on the verge of madness and self-violence. Then a
miracle of thought came into his mind: “….burning in every fiber, lashed
as it were by a fiery rain of red-hot needles piercing my skin. At this
moment a fearful idea struck me. Could it be that I had aroused
Kundalini through pingala or the solar nerve, which regulates the flow
of heat in the body and is located on the right side of sushumna? If so,
I was doomed. I thought desperately and as if by divine dispensation the
idea flashed across my brain to make a last-minute attempt to arouse ida,
or the lunar nerve on the left side, to activity, thus neutralizing the
dreadful burning effect of the devouring fire within. With my mind
reeling and senses deadened with pain, but with all the will-power left
at my command, I brought my attention to bear on the left side of the
seat of Kundalini, and tried to force an imaginary cold current upward
through the middle of the spinal cord. In that extraordinarily extended,
agonized, and exhausted state of consciousness, I distinctly felt the
location of the nerve and strained hard mentally to divert its flow into
the central channel. Then, as if waiting for the destined moment, a
miracle happened.
There was a sound like a nerve thread
snapping and instantaneously a silvery streak passed zigzag through the
spinal cord, exactly like the sinuous movement of a white serpent in
rapid flight, pouring an effulgent, cascading shower of brilliant vital
energy into my brain, filling my head with a blissful lustre in place of
the flame that had been tormenting me for the last three hours.
Completely taken by surprise at this sudden transformation of the fiery
current, darting across the entire network of my nerves only a moment
before, and overjoyed at the cessation of pain, I remained absolutely
quiet and motionless for some time, tasting the bliss of relief with a
mind flooded with emotion, unable to believe I was really free of the
horror. Tortured and exhausted to the point of collapse by the agony I
had suffered during the terrible interval, I immediately fell asleep,
bathed in the light and for the first time after weeks of anguish felt
the sweet embrace of restful sleep.”
Lee Sannella
classify all the above signs and
symptoms of kundalini arousal into four categories:
1.
Motor----
any manifestation that can be independently observed and measured.
a)
Automatic Body
Movements and Postures. These
kriyas are spontaneous, although the devotee may inhibit them. They can
affect any part of the body. The movements may be smooth, sinuous,
spasmodic and jerky, or vibratory. They range from muscle twitching to
prolonged trembling to the automatic assumption of otherwise difficult
and maybe even impossible yogic postures (asanas, mudras, etc). The
person may not know these practices beforehand, and if one is not
conversant with them, dating these practices maybe impossible. These may
include spontaneous crying, laughing, screaming, and whistling.
b)
Unusual Breathing
Patterns. The yogin aspires
to control the flow of prana in order to harmonize his bodily energies
and increase his vitality. This is to prepare for the awakening of the
kundalini. Pranayama comes from ‘prana’ meaning life force and ‘ayama’
meaning “extension, lengthening”. This word then means “breath control”,
which also means controlling the life force. Therein lies the danger.
Therefore rapid breathing, shallow breathing, deep breathing, or
extended breath retention may come about in the manifestation of
kundalini awakening. If these phenomena are spontaneous they may cause a
great deal of anxiety. The masters warn against using pranayama to
accelerate the kundalini’s ascent.
c)
Paralysis.
Sometimes during deep meditation, one is locked in certain postures. As
these partial paralyses are worrying, one can explain away these changes
by emotional support and rational explanation to the devotee. The
paralysis maybe a secondary manifestation of a primary underlying
organic weakness stimulated by the arising of kundalini energy.
2. Sensory Phenomena
a) Tickling Sensations. There is
tickling, itching or vibrations of the skin or underlying tissues. They
may extend as a deep ecstatic tickle and orgasmic feelings. These
feelings emanate as a ‘bullock cart’ wheel: starting from the feet, up
the legs, pelvis and moving up the back to the neck and the crown of the
head and then down the forehead, the face, the throat, and the abdomen,
where they terminate.
b) Heat and Cold Sensations.
Temperature changes quite often occur to either part or whole of the
body. They may also move through the body but mostly without any
pattern.
c) Inner Lights and Visions. A
variety of light experiences do occur amongst the yogins. The light may
be white, red or blue. There maybe white and black spots in them. They
can cover the whole body or localize to certain parts or organs of the
body. Rarely, the whole room is illuminated, and if other people see
this, this is the surest sign of the realization of the cosmic realm.
Further concrete proof is the visible aura or halo of the enlightened
person seen by other people.
d) Inner Sounds.
A variety of sounds or noises such as whistling, hissing, chirping, and
roaring may be heard. These are very common. They vary according to the
type of meditation practice. The typical transcendental sound is that
mystical one called “OM”.
e)
Pain. Pain may be felt
in the head, the eyes, spine and other parts of the body. They may
appear abruptly and disappear just as fast. It may last for seconds or
hours. The explanation is that the yogin may be subconsciously resisting
the arising of the kundalini or the kundalini energy is purifying the
chakras as it ascends the spine. Some tension headaches are said to be
due to partial awakening of the kundalini.
3. Interpretive Phenomena
a)
Unusual or extreme
Emotion. In the awakening,
feelings of ecstasy, bliss, peace, love, devotion, joy, and cosmic
harmony may occur. On the opposite side, intense fear, anxiety,
confusion, depression, and even hatred may also be felt. The first set
of positive feelings tends to be present more in the later stages of the
awakening.
b)
Distortions of Thought
Processes. Thinking may be
speeded up, slowed down, or altogether stopped. Thoughts may seem off
balance, strange, or irrational. The person may feel that he is going
mad. He may go into trance states, or he may become impulsive, alienated
or confused. In deep meditation (as in vipassana), the myriad of
thoughts in their subtlety and complexity tend to bewilder the meditator
to a great extend. This is the stirring up of the unconscious, some of
which is very unpleasant to the yogin. These fantasies can knock the
unstable yogin off balance.
c)
Detachment.
The individual feels that he is an independent observer of his own
thoughts, feelings and sensations. He has become a ‘seer’, but not
aloof. His normal daily function is unimpaired.
d)
Dissociation.
When there is deep psychological disturbances, fear, confusion, or
social and other environmental pressures present, the above detached
seeing may lead to hysteria, akin to a schizophrenia state. Or he may
become egotistical as he has been chosen ‘for a great a mission’.
e)
Single Seeing.
The eyes of the yogin do not
distinguish the object from its background. Both are seen as one.
Turning the eyes inwardly, both inner and outer landscapes are seen at
the same time. Many direct and indirect references have been made to
single seeing or the ‘one eye’ to depict an advancement of spirituality.
In Luke 11:34; “the light of the body is the eye; therefore when thine
eye is single thy whole body is also full of light”.
f)
“Great Body”
Experience.
Sometimes in deep meditation or in the
ascent of the kundalini, the body feels much larger than normal. There
is an exaggerated sensation of the ballooning out of the physical body,
which also seems heavy, like lead.
4.
Nonphysical Phenomena
a)
Out-of-body
Experiences. This phenomenon
is rare amongst meditators. However they do occur.
b)
Psychic Perceptions.
Clairvoyance, telepathy and predictions do occur with individuals who
have succeeded in awakening the kundalini. Again, these paranormal
experiences are sporadic and are not constant. Most of these abilities
do not arise on demand.
All the above signs and symptoms may
arise after awakening the kundalini. But they may also come about in
people who meditate constantly and regularly, without the arousal of the
kundalini.
Kundalini versus Psychosis
From the above signs and symptoms, one
must differentiate psychosis from arising of the kundalini. This is not
easy, especially if the therapist or psychiatrist has not heard of
kundalini. The awakened person can diagnose partial awakening in another
subject. The psychiatrist can diagnose schizophrenia easily, but give
him a case of kundalini arousal, he may fumble and label the yogin with
partial awakening as pure psychotic. However, there are certain signs
and symptoms which occur are more in one and not the other:
·
Sensations of heat are
much more common in kundalini states but are rare in normal psychosis.
·
Vibrations or fluttering,
tingling, and itching that move in definite patterns all over the body.
These patterns may be irregular if the arousal is atypical.
·
Bright lights are seen
internally in kundalini arousal.
·
Pain, especially in the
head may come suddenly and it may also disappear as suddenly. It comes
during a critical period of the arousal.
·
Unusual breathing patterns
are common in kundalini.
·
Mudras such as automatic
movements, gestures as in prayers and even dancing are almost
exclusively due to kundalini arousal.
·
In kundalini cases noises
such as whistling and chirping are heard, but not negative intrusion of
voices. In psychosis, voices give negative instructions to the patients
to do harm to self or others.
In guided and systematic kundalini
arousal, the symptoms will disappear spontaneously over time. This is
because it is a process of purification, and the process must be
self-limiting. It is also therapeutic as they remove pathological
elements in the body. The kundalini energy is always positive and
creative if it takes its own gradual course and not forced. At the end
of the kundalini process, the individual is usually at peace, and he is
now able to handle much greater stress than before. The best course to
take is to find a guru who himself has successfully awakened his
kundalini and let him guide you to fruition. Without proper preparation,
the individual is bound to deem himself psychotic when mental and
emotional symptoms arise. There may well be many a patient in mental
homes who are not psychotic, but merely has accidentally awakened his
kundalini partially. The institutionalization of the man alone may drive
him crazy!
Therefore in assessing a patient, the
psychiatrist (and not merely a GP), must be very cognizant of the
kundalini process. With the above distinctions enumerated and his
ability to ‘smell’ out a schizophrenic he may then come to a correct
diagnosis. Without this knowledge all GP’s and most psychiatrists will
diagnose them as psychotic. If the patient is sent to an awakened
master, the guru will be more likely to tell the difference.
Must spiritual life begin only through
the kundalini?
Gopi Krishna and some schools of thought
avow that spiritual life and therefore enlightenment is dependent
entirely on the awakening of the kundalini. This cannot be the case
because there are many traditions (Buddhists, Taoists, Sufis and
Christians) and other Hindus whose members attained enlightenment
without the arousing of the kundalini. The adept, Da Love-Ananda (Da
Free John), put forward the same idea as the Vedantists and Mahayana
Buddhists that authentic spirituality is the transcendence of the ego,
the body-mind and all experiential states. Enlightenment means there is
no separation from Transcendental Reality (The Absolute). He said:
You have been contracted upon
yourself with emotional force, and no amount of thinking, considering,
experiencing, desiring, exploiting, and manipulating yourself in the
world can affect that contraction. No awakening of the kundalini touches
it. It has nothing to do with the kundalini. You can have kundalini
experiences until you are yawning with boredom, yet you will not have
touched this emotional recoil at all.
Seeing that it is the ego that prevents
enlightenment, spiritual practice consists of consistently going beyond
the wall of the ego, and reaching out and embracing all life beyond
fearlessly, with an open heart. In an unpublished talk dated July 8.
1978, Da Love-Ananda remarked:
The lust for the kundalini in the
brain is exactly the same as the lust for the kundalini in the sex
center. It is using that mechanism in a different direction. But neither
direction is towards God…Attachment to the brain through inversion of
attention in the kundalini, or the Life-current, is traditionally
promoted as the way to God. This is an error that has crept into the
spiritual traditions. The way to God is not via the kundalini. The
awakening of the kundalini and becoming absorbed in the brain core is
not God-realization. It has nothing to do with God-realization. It is
simply a way of tuning into an extraordinary evolutionary mechanism. The
way to God-realization is the one by which that mechanism is understood
and transcended completely.
Da Love-Ananda has had many experiences
of completely raising the kundalini himself. He advocates the ‘Way of
the Heart’ as the means to enlightenment. It begins and continues as
taking responsibility of one’s own emotions: one’s lovelessness,
distrust, moods, sense of conflict and fear. One then has to transcend
the negative and the positive emotions and all psychic and paranormal
experiences. The fire is in the heart and not in the perineum or in the
brain!
The Dangers of Arousing of the
Kundalini
Swami Kripalvananda in his Science of Meditation followed
the advice quoted in the preface with two more paragraphs:
Many seekers are found wandering here and there in search of a guru
who will awaken their kundalini…. Although thousands may claim that they
know kundalini and that their kundalini is awakened, it is doubtful if
even one of them really had such knowledge or experience.
To awaken the kundalini power is one thing, but to make it move
upward into the passage of the sushumna is something else. In the
beginning, as the kundalini is awakened, the seeker feels a lot of
enthusiasm. But as he advances in (meditation), he begins to encounter
various menaces of kundalini. Only one with great courage can cope with
these menaces; it is simply not possible for all to do so.
Sri Chinmoy reckons that there are two ways of arousing the
kundalini: (1) the tantric process and (2) the vedantic process. He
warns that the tantric approach is systematic and elaborate but quite
dangerous. The vedantic method is simple, mystical but safe and no less
fulfilling. The tantric method is dangerous because it deals with the
lower vital and emotional life. It is also dynamic and courageous, but
one has to be strong internally to conquer the vital forces of the
kundalini energy. The vedantic method is safe because he purifies
himself and expands his consciousness first before he deals with the
obscure, impure lower forces of the kundalini. Further awakening of the
kundalini does not mean God-realization. God-realization is much more
superior, and at that moment all one’s chakras are automatically opened.
According to Alice Bailey one needs to have ordered meditation of
no more than 40 minutes per day. One’s development must take years with
service. A normal and quiet life is imperative. Purification of mind and
body and suppression of volatile emotions must accompany all this. One
must not indulge in meditating for hours or arousing of any particular
chakra. There should not be any fanatical dieting or curtailing of
sleep. Together with these last two habits an intense interest in
psychic power will inevitably end in ‘psychosis’. Pranayama or other
breathing exercises should not be undertaken without expert guidance.
Qigong
Qi is life energy. It is the animating
power or prana that enervate all things. A living person has this life
force: a healthy person has more qi than an ill person. A dead person
has no more qi left and thus there is no more warmth. To be healthy, the
qi must be clear and unpolluted. It should not be turbid and it must be
flowing smoothly and not blocked.
Gong means work. Qigong means working with this life
force, and learning to control and distribute the qi to improve the
health of mind and body. Qigong is a whole system of exercise and
meditation. The exercise includes postures, movements, massage and
breathing techniques. Qi is accumulated and stored in the body. In
disease, the polluted qi is cleansed into pure healing qi. Impure qi is
eliminated by proper breathing techniques.
Qigong is a practice because it is a
daily exercise of 20 to 40 minutes. It is an enjoyable exercise. It
requires only some time and hardly any money. There are techniques for
every body of any age and physical condition. No equipment or large
space is necessary. It can be practiced with standing, sitting or supine
methods. With slight modification the handicapped can also practice some
of the techniques.
Categories of qigong
It is generally divided into active
(dong gong) and passive (jing gong):
(1)
Dynamic (active) qigong means movement of postures as in a dance
or if a posture is fixed movements of the arms. Dong gong is yang and
active concealing the passive ying. Movement is the external appearance,
but internally the mind is quiet and tranquil.
(2)
Passive (tranquil) qigong is meditation with the body being
still. Qi is controlled by concentration, visualization and breathing
techniques. Jing gong is passive yin externally, but internally the mind
is alert and actively yang. With the body still the breath moves the qi.
Although dynamic dong gong is movement
and passive jing gong is meditation, there is no rigid line drawn
between the two. To balance yin and yang, in movement there must be
stillness in the mind. In restful meditation, the mind must be aware
with attention.
In its application, qigong can also be
divided into:
a)
External Healing Qi. This is similar to cosmic healing.
b)
Meditative or Spiritual Qigong (Jing Gong). This is meditation
(jing gong) which is practiced as a complement to the active dong gong
(yang), the commoner or popular qigong. There is a tendency to subdivide
it as Buddhist and Taoist, but whatever classifications the essence is
to attain ‘a sound mind in a sound body’.
c)
Healing qigong is the major movement nowadays. Complemented with
meditation, the active part includes stretching, deep breathing, low
impact conditioning, and isometrics. This practice increases stamina and
improves coordination.
So basically one learns qigong in order
to establish medical and health benefits. The remaining types of qigong
should not interest us. The most popular type of easy daily exercise
nowadays is Taiji Quan. A smaller number of people would go to a teacher
for proper and graduated training for physical and mental health and
this is now generally called qigong.
Dangers of qigong
Although most qigong techniques are
innocuous especially when guided by an expert teacher, dangers may be
encountered if one is too impatient or eager and does not follow the
teacher’s guidance.
Qigong Psychosis
Kenneth S Cohen
coined the terms qigong psychosis and qigong psychotic reaction in late
1970s. These are direct translation of the Chinese expression zou huo
ru mo,
走火入魔,
“fire wild, devils enter”. In
1994, the “Glossary of Culture-Bound Syndromes” of the diagnostic manual
of the American Psychiatric Association states:
Qigong psychotic reaction: A term
describing an acute, time-limited episode characterized by dissociative,
paranoid, or other psychotic or non-psychotic symptoms that may occur
after participation in the Chinese folk health-enhancing practice of
qigong. Especially vulnerable are individuals who become overly involved
in the practice.
More is not always better. The lesson
here is that the individual should not overwhelmingly go overboard to
practice qigong, both active exercises and passive meditation. Kenneth
Cohen cites two cases of a Taiji Quan teacher and a Buddhist master.
Both were teachers of qigong, but both were out of touch with reality.
The Taiji Quan teacher, after ten years of practice, is hallucinating
about his ‘third aura’, which is non-existent in any spiritual practice.
He was told to stop teaching and to do 20 minutes of standing meditation
every morning. After one year his delusion disappeared.
The Buddhist master after spending 25
years of qigong is out of touch with reality. He was constantly talking
to God by invoking deities, but he could not carry on a normal
conversation with his friends.
In 25 years of teaching qigong, Kenneth
Cohen had met 5 or 6 qigong teachers and at least 50 qigong students who
developed similar problems after excessive practice of going too fast
ignoring proper instructions. Dr. Zhang Tongling, professor of
psychiatry at the Beijing Medical University, runs a clinic for the
obsessive qigong practitioners. In a series of 145 patients she found
that hallucinations emanating from excessive practice of qigong without
guidance is common. The advice given here is: proceed gradually step by
step. Do not overload your qi circuits by trying to do too much too
soon. Do not neglect the joys of life. Relax and not to be obsessed with
qi all the time.
Bruce Kumar Frantzis
was fully trained in mainland China by one of this century’s greatest
Taoist masters. He has written a book called ‘Opening The Energy Gates
Of Your Body’. In the Appendix C of this book he described a few cases
that went wrong:
Case 1: Too much Qi is
painful.
This case concerns a man who was taught
the basic ‘Hsing I Nei Gung’ practice of sinking the qi to the lower
tantien (hara) in Amoy. After two years of practice the student became
very powerful. When his teacher left for another city, this man began
learning secret techniques from other teachers. He practiced these new
techniques diligently. The combination of the new with the old ended in
forcing the qi below the tantien into his genitals. He literally broke
the barrier between the lower tantien and the genitals, emptying the
tantien of qi. This resulted in mental and physical problems including
involuntary semen emissions and hallucinations. His masters took three
years to bring him back to normal.
Case 2: Vibrating Qi
In many qigong practices, there is a
desire to deliberately trying to vibrate qi in the body, bones, tissues,
brain etc. The breathing becomes rapid. The untoward aspects of this
practice are that power usurps compassion. Symptoms of hallucinations
and megalomania may also induce a mental illness. The shaking, the
shutting and opening continue even after the practice is stopped, and
this can damage the internal organs. This is like the partial awakening
of the kundalini. Cancer patients when they practice this method tend to
worsen their disease, because the primary cancer will send secondaries
elsewhere.
Fukien White Crane
Psychosis will result when the enhanced
qi goes up to the brain. This is quite common in the ‘Fukien White
Crane’ type of practice. The madness starts with arrogance and breaking
of bones due to the power. Some of the other symptoms are (1)
Hallucinations with out-of-body experiences, (2) Things are moving much
faster then they actually are, (3) Stiffening of the internal and
external body, (4) Thirst for power, (5) Feeling constantly active and
restless and unable to calm down. 6) Experiencing involuntary movements
and body spasms. The remedy is to drain and re-pattern the vibrational
qi.
A personal case of qigong psychosis
This is a good friend of mine. He was 64
years of age and retired from his profession. He started to practice
qigong under a teacher. Everything was fine for a year. Then he started
to feel strong and powerful. He used to tell me that he was so healthy
and strong that he carried his own golf clubs and did not require a
buggy to ferry him about. Then a few months later, he told me that he
was radiant and light, and that he can put his arms up towards a tree
and receives white light and energy from the tree. This sounded a little
odd to me then, but there were no other symptoms. Suddenly one evening
his son rang me up to say that his father was psychotic. He was
meditating almost the whole night and then suddenly he began to shout
vehemently. He was paranoid and insisted that there were evil spirits in
the house. Then he began to cut round holes out of the carpet where he
was meditating. Then he also put his hands around the wife’s neck trying
to shake off or blow off the evil spirit in her. When I spoke to him on
the phone, he seemed to confide knowingly that there are spirits around
his house and he did not want to elaborate as he might anger them. I
told the son to stop him from practicing qigong straightaway and to ask
the psychiatrist to prescribe a certain drug. He slowly improves from
then onwards. In this case he practiced only for 18 months. However, in
the last few weeks he overdid it and even tried to meditate the whole
night.
Conclusion
From the descriptions of the above two
methods of spiritual paths, one can discern that psychosis may develop
if the student over meditates, say several hours at one stretch. If the
meditation is too intensive and the focus is on one or two chakras, then
ill effects may arise. It is not so much the active part (dong gong) of
the practice, but the meditative exercise that can go awry. In jing gong
it is also the partial awakening of the kundalini that is to blame. In
tantra yoga, it is not the physical exercise of hatha yoga that causes
trouble. It is the meditative portion of the tantric practice that can
go very wrong, especially when too much and too intensive energy is
expended in the meditation. Generally, any form of meditation can give
rise to psychosis. It need not be kundalini or qigong. A friend of mine
had a skin disease twenty years ago. He was doing Buddhist meditation
(samatha) in a stupa, in which urns of ashes of deceased people were
kept. He thought he could self-cure himself if he meditated as long as
he could in the stupa. He probably went into para-jhana, where his
Buddha-mind or consciousness vacated his body. He was in an ‘empty’
state. After two months of meditating in the stupa, he became totally
unhinged. Apparently three different types of entities took over his
personality: he spoke in three different languages through out the day.
He remained possessed in this fashion for many years. Many lay people in
the Far East would like to go to Thai monasteries and be monks for a
month or so. There are no radio, television or books to read in these
monasteries. They meditate about 8-10 hours a day and stop eating after
midday. This monastery practice can drive quite a few crazy, especially
if they are not guided. Most of them are not properly guided. So the
answer is not to meditate unguided for long periods of time.
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